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I Don't Want to Be This

by Golden B.C.

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Every Time 03:07
Oh baby, you don't seem to get it I won't be coming round just to see if you will And every little time that you show up in rags I put an extra lock on my windowsill Oh mama, can't you hear your own voice? You keep saying that you've changed but then you're holding a gun Once in every while you take a little more care To make sure that I won't ever end up with her
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You broke my heart again Seems like you can't help but do that I woke beside you in bed Just to find you had turned back I can't help you, baby If you don't know how to love someone I can't help you, baby If you don't know what you want So you can call me again But it still hasn't dawned on you That when you throw me away There's nothing that I have to do I can't help you, baby If you don't know how to love someone I can't help you, baby If you don't know what you want
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Bored 03:15
I tried to be on board And act like I saw just what it was What is about love that can't be reasoned away? All of those things they might become if you got out of the way And I saw just what it was Try to see me once more You act like you've finally had enough It's time to cough it up You're bored Fell short if the goal was 'to change' Never met what couldn't be explained She put on her coat as she heads for the car The frost upon the glass just like a broken heart And I saw just what it was Try to see me once more You act like you've finally had enough It's time to cough it up You're bored
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I'm sorry I'm being too loud I can turn it off I'm sorry I tried to kiss your mouth I can turn it off I wrote a new song today Yeah, I can turn it off Cleaned up and dinner's on it's way I can turn it off Inside this house... Inside this house... Inside this house... Inside this house... I might go out this week But I can keep it down Even though you and I don't speak Yeah, I can keep it down Leave the house so quietly Yeah, we keep it down You resent the sight of me You don't keep it down Inside this house... Inside this house... Inside this house... Inside this house...
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Teach Me 02:58
I cut my teeth on you I didn't need to get hurt You know I wanted to Show me what you hid Beneath your bangs and your dress Show me what you did You wanna teach me Show me the ropes Feel the pressure getting tight Wrapped around my throat I let you bite my lip You're gonna eat me alive, girl Bit by bit You're my favorite degree So tear the dial off the wall And cut your teeth on me You wanna teach me Show me the ropes Feel the pressure getting tight Wrapped around my throat You wanna teach me Show me something new Yeah I said I haven't tried before Just never with you You wanna teach me
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Cruel 03:19
I've been saying for days Complicated isn't worth that now I know what I did Was it wrong to wanna look so bad? You're coming round (You're coming round) You're coming round (You're coming round) I wasn't supposed to come and break your heart You're coming round (You're coming round) You're coming round (You're coming round) This piece of shit will never work that hard Blank stare I can't explain myself I just did it to feel something Cruel Putting cardboard on windows Sleep till noon and keep the sunlight out I see my phone lighting up I must have done something when I blacked out You're coming round (You're coming round) You're coming round (You're coming round) I'm not the thing you should be looking for You're coming round (You're coming round) You're coming round (You're coming round) But we both keep coming back for more Blank stare I can't explain myself I just did it to feel something Cruel
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Warning Shot 03:26
I'm not waking My eyes won't open up You get frustrated You say 'that's enough' Don't drag me out Into paperwork The lawyer can forge it My signature by yours I don't want this To continue or not I don't want this It's a warning shot It's all the same Sleepless nights Suicide and money Wrapped in Christmas lights And it's got me angry Made a villain of you Consequence of vision Now what are we to do? I don't want this To continue or not I don't want this It's a warning shot
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Break Play the B-Side Let the single rot on the outside We can dance around the novelty Of false epiphany On your time Shake Rip up the low vibes Surfing out into low tides We can get down in the sea foam Or just stand around Looking dumb Sink Back into your house Let your own crowd bring you down We can hate all that we wanna be A false epiphany That keeps the sun It's not the end of an era It's just the end

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released November 2, 2018

Written, performed and produced by Brian Offredi

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